Awake and Not


I am awake since two and a half hours ago, and now can’t back to sleep.

I am typing all these words just to try to erase my memories of you from my head. Oh yeah, I wish so.

Looks like I have to be numb to be able to move on. Being ignorance to the unnecessary in my life.

Waiting for the next 18 hours to sleep through the night and morning without work and a long 3 days weekend.

Fernweh … wie gefährlich bist du.