So Long, 2014! Welcome, 2015!

Well, I don’t have much to wish for next year.

I just wish, that I will be happy and proud of who I am. Grateful for everything I got already.

And not making the same mistakes as I did before.

A plan for the first day of 2015? To the beach for the first sunrise of 2015 and hopefully not rainy.

Not much, but it makes me smiling already to have this wish in my head. 😉

For additional wishes are to travel to Lombok Island and hike on Rinjani Volcano to fill the volcano list, which I’ve hiked, to Komodo and Rinca Islands, and diving in Raja Ampat.

I wish you all A GREAT NEW YEAR AHEAD!

Selamat Tahun Baru 2015 / Happy New Year 2015 / Frohes Neujahr 2015 / Godt Nytår 2015!

A Heart By The Window

… 5.15 am.

She stands there.

By Window.

Not moving.

While everyone still dreaming….

Minutes gone by.


Two teardrops falling slowly through her cheeks and smiling lips.

Falling from that kind and soft eyes.

But looks tired.

Tired from longing.

Longing for that man.

The man, she believe, is the one … and still.

Because there´s still hope.

A little left.

Inside… her heart is broken.

For the second time. 

Move on is the only way she can think of.

Letting go.



She starts to think of having a family.

Taking care of her own children.

Taking care of her man.

Her own family.

Others will follow.

She plans.

With the man who wants her.

As much as she wants him.

For the rest of her life.

The life balance she needs.

A completion.

Time won´t wait for her.

Drowning or fighting.



A new day has come.

That one day it all will come true.

Hope. Wish. Pray.

Then … she walks … by the beach ….